This is a very personal post from you. Depression is one of the worst things that can happen to a person, it is seriously crippling. The bands presented here are quite good, but even my Ukrainian doesn't help me understand a word of them lyrics ;D. I must say, that elderly gentleman has a good sense of music, and I didn't know that many of the older generation particularly like synth music. Spacesynth is a very good genre, but the one that I listen to most is synthwave and darksynth. I really recommend giving a listen to Carpenter Brut, Pertrubator and Mitch Murder!