Wow! So nice to hear that you've read through the bulk of blog posts =)

Hmm, yes, I think that in that many posts I've written about my doubts and insecurities, when I've felt that maybe all of my writings are just stupid and annoying =) Yet, I've written anyway, for I would like to live in a world where people don't feel a need to hide their vulnerability, a world where anyone can be imperfect and weak at a times. (Sometimes I see articles about how people tend to use the social media to portray a polished and improved version of their lives. I've never quite understood that, and sometimes I purposefully choose to post about my life and personality just as mundanely messy and imperfect as it is.)

But, this spring it has also been that many of thoughs have been sparked by interaction with my neighbours. And I'm writing with my own name, and I think some of the local people might be reading the blog as well, so I take extra care to protect the privacy of my neighbours. I don't feel like describing my experiences, feelings and thoughts about interacting with this or that recognizable neighbour - after all, my neighbours have not chosen to openly expose their actions and words to the wide open audience of the internet. And this winter and spring there has been a lot more interaction with my neighbours than in the earlier years. So I'd guess that has partly contributed towards me writing fewer blog posts. Hehe, yes, so that is another dimension in me worrying about what to write and what not to write.