Today in the evening I'll be working for money, but before that it is a nice unhurried time at home. I started by coding a bit of Ancient Savo, but didn't go too deep into it as I know that once I get immersed into the world of coding I lose my sense of time and it becomes very hard to switch my mindset to another (and, doing the massage work definitely requires a different mindset that the coding one). It is the morning of a warm sunny day, so I closed the IDE and went to sit on the stairs of my house, enjoying the sunshine while eating my morning porridge.

And I noticed I'm again feeling my persistent symptoms a bit stronger than usual; my brain feels foggy and it is not easy to produce words, the thought of social interaction feels almost like climbing a mountain. Also, most of the household chores at home feel like bit too much, my body feels exhausted and in need of just napping. Luckily, there aren't those typical sings of depression; I don't feel emotional pain, I just feel tired on some hard-to-explain manner, knowing that for today I just need to get up and go to work no matter how I feel. And then for the rest of the week I have no external timetables, so I can rest and recover and resume the indie coding once my brain feels functional again.

Then I remembered that before leaving for today's work I need to print an invoice for one of today's customers. I came back to the computer and noticed there's a message from Kamil Wsół - and now I feel like sending a thanks message in return. But, since the brain seems to be clumsy today, I couldn't formulate the idea what I wanted to communicate as a thanks. So instead I decided just to write this comment;

Thank You Kamil Wsół - for aforementioned reasons I'm not able to fully express how much your act of support means to me. A lot, definitely a lot, saving me from some looming trouble I didn't yet know how to best deal with. I will write a personal message for you some other day, once my brain is better fit to process human interaction =)