I feel like I should have a long-winded speech about how this particular post moved me is some, earth shattering way. But I am not that kind of writer, so I will say that this, and in fact all of your posts, do have a very different feeling then anything else I have read. There is just something about the honest and sincere way you write that can be felt. So, thank you Errka, thank you for writing down your actual thoughts without trying to make yourself look or sound like a stalwart saint. You let all of your thoughts positive or negative show though the way you write, I hope someday to be able to write like you.