I took so long to understand what I actually liked to do, which sort of group I belonged and all that. I used to go to parties and hated them, but I felt I had to go, and so I did (social pressure). But now that Im aware of this social pressure thing and all the things "We are suppose to do", it has been different. Just now I (think) I "found myself" with Philosophy and writing and my family health biscuits. BUT, the thing is I don't tend to go into extremes. For instance, I don't read everything I can about Philosophy and I'm FAR from being able to discuss it properly; I don't obsess about writers and how to write and creative courses and all that, I just write and do a course here and there; and I don't obsess about health food because I have h my family health biscuits.... Well, now that I wrote all that I actually don't even know anymore if I found myself. haha